I've had enough of shits.
Enough of craps.
Enough of misunderstandings and misjudgements.
God gave us mouths to talk
created the phone to text if we had no balls to talk it out
But come on uh
I'm sick of getting reeled in into this situation time and time AGAIN
needless situation to be in
seriously
we do things, you guys misjudge
we do things for the sake of you guys
you don't appreciate it
not a single bit
i don't know if you do
but i wanna talk it out based on both sides
open as people say
so that i don't MISUNDERSTAND anything
maybe it does not concern me
ONLY the THREE of you
and maybe the TWO of us
you can view it in a way of GENDER and GROUP
i don't want to say anything but
it's like you're putting the blame on us
us, us, us
then,
put yourself in her shoes
you guys SHARE STORIES
she keeps quiet because she feels she's not part of it
when she's quiet, THEN you ask, asal diam?
diam salah? bobual salah?
what you told us starting of term 3 is still in our minds
it has not been erased.
we can still remember it
every word you expressed
you think it's been easy for us?
for me?
look, i have around 3 pools of friends.
cliche' , classmates and brothers
you can't expect me to be there everytime?
i wanna balance it out
ikot mood uh biler nak gi dgn saper
so right now,
you obviously know which pool i wanna be with
this is not the first time you've done this to her
why must she adapt?
when she's quiet you ask why when
it's you guys who don't want to talk to her
and when she starts to talk,
you guys say it's irritating
you want her to do what then?
dissapear totally from your view?
so, you're trying to tell us that
everything in this world that we do is wrong?
huh? is that what you're trying to say?
I'm sick of this.
Totally sick.
So now, what's your views?
I wanna know.
Right when we were together and against him,
and I thought it was good
and when I think we didn't do anything wrong,
you guys went to his side and against us now,
like as if we did a crime.
I hate being pushed around by false views and opinions
when I can't take it anymore
I stand up for what's right
yes, it may not concern me
but please, think.


URGH.
P.s, thank you Qinah, for the listening ear.
Someone who could be relied on.

Continue!
then! they came to my house at around 7.45 lydat
12 of them O.O
peh banyak
lemme list
see if I can remember all or not
Hmm.
Fandi, Zul, Aman, Amir, Rusy, Din, Iman, Habil,
Ryan, Jali, Sufi and Syadza.
Did I miss anyone?
I think I did. Haha
sorry if I did.
pictures taken by my dad will be uploaded soon.
peh kecoh.
but gerek uh.
once in a while, kecoh2 jadi gerek jugak.
thanks for coming guys! =D

Hello people
yes I'm bored at the moment
last few days have been okay to me
going jalan raya with my class mates
fandi juf backing out.. Grr.
but who cares, to me the plan kinda worked I guess
then thurs lepaked with brothers at play area.
play that game again.
Play with b, and I lost -.-
haha.
then saf and juf came back from
"going to popular and buying books"
thats what they said uh.
Hahahaha!!
then decided to get the present for juf
as saf and b suggested.
get the wallet, ate at food culture with b.
Hahaha.
"Kenyang tak kenyang, makan sama juga"
sent her home.
then.
on the way to the bus stop
I. Saw. You.
I knew in one way or another
you wanted to take revenge on me for what I did in the past
I control my anger.
time and time again.
because b won't let me confront you.
fyi, what you did that day in front of me in your house
tunjuk terror?
Aku tahan.
Aku tahan.

Qai, Is, Kal and Niesh and Fartz

SLF. Does this ring a bell?

Hahah. Great memories

Zaman gameboy. And when Farhan gemuk

LEP! Kau sejuk! INGAT?! ZUL GILER!

HAHAHA! Lepas maen bola.
P.S look at what Aman and Alep are doing

Hello people
those pictures above were from my friendster
it tells a thousand words
as simple as that
it brings me back to those times
when I was sad,
there were always my friends whom I could rely on
to make me smile again
Rabz, Alep, Zul, everyone. :)
it was one hell of a time
yes, I have not updated for quite some time
due to lazyness and stuff uh
but these few days are mere boring
serious
so yesterday I went to the mosque to pray for Zohor
and stay on for the syarahan
will do it again today
and meet Zul and guys since
they are staying at the masjid all the way 'till terawih
he got challenge -.-
I may come back for terawih with them though
see how the condition is uh
but the thing is, kalau solat 23 rakaat
but your niat is to beat the challenge
that is already wrong, am I right?
your niat is do PRAY not to BEAT challenges
but still I may go.
Hahaha
besides, I've never went for terawih OUTSIDE my house
serious.
so this might be my first time.
Haha
short post

P.S, to Fandi
Happy 09.09.09 day. haha

weird much
total opposite
somehow, it left me craving for more

Here to post once again after a long time
lazy to blog somehow
as I said, twitter and facebook is enough
not online-ing regularly on msn either.
oh well.
3 more weeks of puasa to go
and umm..
i don't know what to post -.-
just wishing all teachers a happy teachers day
can't wish them here can i?
it's not like they read my blog or smth. -.-
so yeah, it ends here.





here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends